My first blog....

I feel so happy today as I had a great weekend. I had gone out with friends, had good time with family. What more reason for me to be happy? our happiness has very same characteristic of nature. It is like season. a nice breeze with a dim sunny day is my favorite but there no guarantee that it permanent. no it is sure that it will change. the best way to survive in all season is love all season and see the beauty in each season. I like rain, because I love the smell of soil when the rain hit first time. I like summer, the time used wait for my long vacations in school and now its the memory of those good days. more importantly I dont have to carry umbrella when I go out. Winter my favorite of all seasons, I love to sleep till the sun hit my face. But it is not that happy time in all the seasons in my life. I hate full time rain because I cant go out, I hate sunny days because of sweaty days. I hate cold days because it makes me lazy person and I hate many many things in all season. ...

I used to ask this question myself, my friends and mentors... Same question has been asked my direct reports during their 1-1 and what is that key behavior someone have to do showcase  to grow in the organisation? I didnt get any answer for myself. But I have given a lot of gyan for my direct reports and made them confuse to the core. There are few people tried and stopped. There are few people tried and come to back. They said, my lack of discipline, I could not do. Are you doing that? I gave a smile for that question. Advise can be given by anyone. But importantly, There are many way to grow in your career or personal life. most of us know what would that do? If you want to reduce fat, do you know how? I know how? but my waist size is growing and growing.... it is the disciple, take us to act on our plans. In case anyone is still not sure to be a successful employee or build a successful career. I have an answer. Imagine, you are sick and you go to a doctor. you have ...

I bought a parrot.... I bought a cage for the parrot.... I did everything to make the parrot comfortable... but I put the parrot in the cage... I fed the parrot.... I thought her call my name... I am used to hear my name in the morning... My mornings have a meaning.... That took me to different level of person... The person I wanted... The person I dream of.... I still awake with my parrots call... I earned the ability to do things for parrot... I have decorated the cage with gold... The cage made of gold... But I noticed my parrot... Is she happy?  She is calling me still... Is she satisfied ? That made me think... I saw the pain in her face... I saw the dryness in her voice... I saw the weakness in her smile.... I have open the door of her golden cage.... I want to free you up... Parrot  is not able to walk through the doors... Parrot worried about her duty... Parrot still awake me... from her open cage... with no energy no enthusiasm.... ...

One thing I want to do everything is writing... Type down my thought in to Microsoft word... The lonely moments in my life... Filled with thoughts... My expression of love... My expression of life... My expression of success mantra.... I impress myself for that wonderful forms ideas... Wonderful puzzling with words.... Wonderful thought process... Wonderful flow of my words and thoughts... I envy at myself... Badly wanted to record my mind.... Always I wanted to express it... I keep it for sometime to record it.... Now is that sometime arrived... To copy my thoughts flowed... and surprised me in the morning... while having bath... while driving to office... while press my office lift.... I am blank.... I am blank.... to express myself to this blog.... to keep for my beautiful daughter... when grow up....to make her proud about her father.... Sorry dear... I am failed recollect that beautiful expressions.... Sorry dear.... I dont have any reason to make you pr...