you feel good about me.... you feel great about me.... you feel blessed because of me... But now, I dont feel anything special... It is not anything great... It is a normal I want to keep it as normal... Because, life has up and down... This is just an up side... every up side has a down fall... Now I am think about the down fall going to happen soon... So I want to learn keep it normal, without showing enthusiasm... Same way I am preparing... when feel ugly about me... I want keep myself normal and cool... Today, I have done something for you... Something I have done which you wanted. So I am good. I have some thing similar a months back too... That time I was great too... I felt so happy and felt that my life is so great. Then after couple of days... I have done something, you didnt want to see... Then I become, the worst. I felt so bad, got in to depression. This cycle was continuing. I do something good, I become grea...