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Up and Down !!

you feel good about me....
you feel great about me....
you feel blessed because of me...
But now, I dont feel anything special...
It is not anything great...
It is a normal 
I want to keep it as normal...
Because, life has up and down...
This is just an up side...
every up side has a down fall...
Now I am think about the down fall going to happen soon...
So I want to learn keep it normal,
without showing enthusiasm...
Same way I am preparing...
when feel ugly about me...
I want keep myself normal and cool...

Today, I have done something for you...
Something I have done which you wanted.
So I am good.
I have some thing similar a months back too...
That time I was great too...
I felt so happy and felt that my life is so great.

Then after couple of days...
I have done something, you didnt want to see...
Then I become, the worst.
I felt so bad, got in to depression.

This cycle was continuing.
I do something good, I become great....
I do something bad, I become worst...
This emotion effecting me...

Why am I being conditional...
I can be unconditional...
However others feel about me,
I dont have to take it on to my head.
Instead, control the happiness and sadness...
Just keep it normal...
It could be praise or criticize...
Let me take it in the right spirit !! 

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