My first blog....

I was the best Table Tennis player in my department. Others may disagree. Contest chair, fellow toastmaster and friends, I used to play a decent game of table tennis during my MNC days. It was very hard for others to win over me. I could return most of the smashes. I stand behind the TT table to slowly return and play till the opponent losses their patience. Then they will slash outside the table or hit on the net, I used to win points. Then I could see my colleagues faces, Wow faces, Especially Bhavya’s. She was my Collegue. I never smashed though because, I was not sure about my smashes. I may hit the table. else, I will loss. So, did not take risk Because I was scared to loss my girls appreciations. When I gone for department tournaments, I always lost. There was good people to smash me, till I get tired. On the other hand I have never tried to smash. I kept trying, not to loss. Dear Friends, I had this fear of failure. How many of you have this fear of failure? Yes, we ar...

One of my sisters fall sick. She scared with the symptoms, she doubted it is very bad disease. They went to doctor and doctor advised some test. The fear gone to another level. She worried, if anything happens to her, what will be the faith of her children? She says, I cant tolerate my children suffer. Its beyond her imagination it seems.   I think, it is same for all the young parents. What if, tomorrow anything happens to us and how our children survive? who will take care of them? who will love them? who will teach them? who will be cook and bath them? My cousins wife suicide last year, left an year old boy and my cousin. Whatever the reason, how she forgot about her child at that bad moment? This is not to talk about person died. This is to talk about the boy and husband who have to live forward. Now this child is taken care by my cousins sister, mother and cousins wifes family. it is not just that, somebody will take care of the child. There is a reason behind it. There m...