Happiness!!

Happiness!!

How many of you are satisfied with your current life? How many if you have anxiety in each moment of your life?

For the first question, some time I am satisfied, but sometimes not. What does it mean? I am not satisfied.

For the second question, yes I have anxiety and it is ruining my each moment.

Human being looks for what he doesn’t have in front of him; Successful man creates whatever he wants from nowhere!  

I enjoy the victory like anyone. I dream the victory, before I conquered the victory. I have spent time to dream my success. I have wasted my time to dream and not to prepare to do my job. I am good at doing the work and when any interview comes I was taken it very easily. That ends up ruin my chance to move up the ladder. I don’t blame anyone. I have failed to create an impression when I talk to people. Especially when you are in the management, it is the important thing that how you carry yourself and communicate confidently or pretend confidently. I have evaluated myself and understand, how bad am I to create a first impression? I had a serious talk with my mentor. He advised me to be strong at what I am lacking. He suggested me to join Toastmasters. I did, slowly with everyone’s help I have progressed in Toastmasters. I felt so happy with my progress. I find myself confident to address larger audience. In toastmasters I have learned some technique to calm myself and show case your confidence. Example, Welcome to TIP meeting no. XX followed by clap. I will get time to calm down and gain confidence over audience J the technique I used at office. But it was not enough to win over hiring manager. They judge you based on your grammar, usage of words. When got the feedback again, stating that my language is not good, that means I am still in square one?  With all the achievement I had in the last one year in Toastmasters vanished away, when I have received the impression from people around me

One day I was going to office by walk. I always, start to office late. But I want to reach office on time.  So I run and walk. Same time ask for lift in any two wheelers hurrying to their destination. That day, one two wheeler stopped in front me while I was running on the road. That was the time I got lift without asking. I didn’t say anything, just sat in to back seat. He started talking in Kannada. I started talking in mix of all south Indian languages. That is the moment again proved my point. Language is just a medium to communicate, we talk with our heart. He is at him early 50s. He is working with car spare parts company. He has two children. One girl is married and another studying in a college. He stays in Hosur. He came to Indiranagar to drop his child to college, he does that every day. He is a happy man; he had 100 words, when he talked about his family. He talked about his job, he told me his salary too. I was surprised to hear that how he will be happy with that salary and he is almost done all necessary things for his children.  I don’t think he is planning to change the world, but he is helping people and doing everything for his family with his full potential. By the time we reached near my office. When I got down from his bike, we introduced each other. I have seen a genuine happy man in his face. I just want to be a happy man without worrying anything.