My first blog....

I had a bad day I am having a bad day OK But can I do anything? NO, I cant First of all, what is bad ? Cant I take this bad as good? Or this bad or good, doesn’t effect me? It is not possible Is it impossible? Not really, It is not possible for me. Lets move from good or bad Lets focus what I want? What is the situation I am in ? Can I combine, my situation and bring in my wants? It is possible, If I keep my temper at right rhyme Let me not judge, if its good or bad Let me face as it is Let me not push, my wants Let me do my wishes along with my other responsibility Is it possible? Let me ask again to my inner voice YES Lets cut down, all the unnecessary time killing actions Lets bring every things together Lets do all as a common purpose Lets play for win – win Your wish is mine I will make my wish interests you Lets enjoy the moment All are good, only good If not, its better SMILE 😊 SMILE from the bottom of my s...

‘Run till I die’ I think this, post every run I start my day with positive note It gives great energy Next day when I wake up My sleep drags me to bed Just to take a nap for five minutes Five minutes lead to hours But some day, my inner strength Takes me to my shoe rack Pull it With a tension of my fear of running My fear of running in the early morning Before sun rise Before people on the road My first few steps of running Always filled with fear Can I run? Then takes the rhythm I feel like run for few more When clock shows the time I just don’t want to stop Just want to run I feel like, ‘I run till I die’  

Oh my girl Why are tensed ? I am not But why you got timid face Um, My friend is using me She says I am not confident But I am confident Are you sure? Are you sure that you are confident? Yes, I am But then, why are you tensed? I lose the confidence when they say so Oh, then there is a contradiction You are saying, You are confident But when they say, you are not You lose the confidence Tell me, Are you looking inward? And making sure, what do you have really ? If you know, what you have in your store. Then, no one can take away anything from you If they can take anything from you Just understand, you don’t have that Now, you decide To keep the key of your life with yourself or someone else.

Waking up in the morning Always fascinated me But, whenever I had a work in the morning I did it. But it’s not my habit I love the morning time For sleep I love to be half sleep On the bed I imagine, I am doing my chores I feel, visualise and be in the chores That is the time, I could see My soul is moving away from my body The body on the bed Not have any connect with my visualisation Sudden wake up, take back My soul to my body Morning sleep is the meditative stage But, I must break this comfort I want to wake up and get in to the habit of 5AM I have done it for few days I have enjoyed it I am back to my habit of morning sleep now I don’t want to be sleepy boy I want to be morning boy Awake and run for action Be pleasant and spread the pleasant Without any rush 😊 5AM, gives me a lot Why don’t you remind me this benefits At 5 AM and give a kick on the butt 

Love to sit with you over a coffee Talk about the taste of the coffee I love to have a donut with the coffee I want the coffee to get filled repeatedly I like to talk about the donut as well I want to talk about the movie I want to talk about the run in the morning I want to you come with me for the run I want to plan out with you How are we going to run together? Am I asking too much? I am ready to do your things as well You tell me, what do you want to do together? 

When I close my eyes I feel you are about to touch my cheek I feel your touch I feel that sensation I feel the taste of your touch in my tongue I feel the smell of you hand I reached a level of your touch That moment is enough for me to fall a sleep That sensation is enough for me to have a good sleep That is the start of a deep sleep Give the power of this feeling When I am about to sleep That’s the sleeping pile I adore for 

you told me to love the way you want me to love you I did without any question But the men and women wants different things It had a mismatch obvious I find it discomfort I showed my discomfort you showed your discomfort and I felt it We didnt speak though Instead we move on silently Silence moved us apart No, Silence is not the agreement Lets be open without any cover up without any justification Lets know each other It can hurt But its ok We are here move on together Our destinations can be different But lets know each other and travel to both the places we may go to my place first its ok, its my promise, I will be with you to visit your destinations Why because, thats mine too your smile, when you reach there that is my ultimate destination !!

Curiosity build up The desire to know answers build up I was a little boy Who wanted to fly like an eagle I thought its possible Thanks to watching Hanuman on screen All curiosity dried out, When reality met me

Beauty was in fairness Beauty was in body Beauty was in Confidence Looking for a one word I have got a capsule for the beauty Its happiness Happiness is Beautiful Happy person always, Attract

Sumani and me was travelling. I was driving, she was on the front seat. In a traffic jam, I saw two smart, well dressed girls, may be 10 years old walking on the other side of the road. I asked her, When you grow up, do you want to be like them? She said firmly, I want to be ME !!

Wife, I don’t like talking about money. Husband, Why? Wife, that’s cheap, we have so many other things to discuss. Husband, Like what? Wife, we can talk about our vacation plans or shopping plans. Yes, So many good things around. Husband, But, without money… how can we talk about these? Wife, we can just talk, we can do it, when we can. Husband, so are you ok, if vacation or shopping wont happens? Wife, No, I want to go to Paris, you promised me! Husband, if we don’t have money, how can we go to Paris? Wife, I know honey, you will make it happen!! That’s called TRUST 😊 OK. But if we discuss and build an action plan to accumulate money. We will land up in our dream destination much earlier. Yes, Money matter must be part of family discussion!! Agree?? 

I have spend some time with my little sister after long time. She was going through a tough time with her education. Moreover she has changed as a person a lot than what I knew her. I could see the gap between we both. I have moved from my house for career and whenever I visit I have spend very less time.  I could see a big gad between us. I could see a lot of fear and tension in her. She has fear for everything around her. She was lean, but now she is almost bonny lean. I have visited her college.  She is afraid to talk. By the time she open her month to answer her teachers, teachers loss the patience. She became very timid. I could see that she as a person is good at heart, caring, she want to see happiness around and others. However she could not be vocal about it. It was not being introvert. It was her lack of confidence to express herself. Most of the teachers thinks that she is weak and not good enough.  In fact she is good at what she is interested. She...

I was the best Table Tennis player in my department. Others may disagree. Contest chair, fellow toastmaster and friends, I used to play a decent game of table tennis during my MNC days. It was very hard for others to win over me. I could return most of the smashes. I stand behind the TT table to slowly return and play till the opponent losses their patience. Then they will slash outside the table or hit on the net, I used to win points. Then I could see my colleagues faces, Wow faces, Especially Bhavya’s. She was my Collegue. I never smashed though because, I was not sure about my smashes. I may hit the table. else, I will loss. So, did not take risk Because I was scared to loss my girls appreciations. When I gone for department tournaments, I always lost. There was good people to smash me, till I get tired. On the other hand I have never tried to smash. I kept trying, not to loss. Dear Friends, I had this fear of failure. How many of you have this fear of failure? Yes, we ar...

One of my sisters fall sick. She scared with the symptoms, she doubted it is very bad disease. They went to doctor and doctor advised some test. The fear gone to another level. She worried, if anything happens to her, what will be the faith of her children? She says, I cant tolerate my children suffer. Its beyond her imagination it seems.   I think, it is same for all the young parents. What if, tomorrow anything happens to us and how our children survive? who will take care of them? who will love them? who will teach them? who will be cook and bath them? My cousins wife suicide last year, left an year old boy and my cousin. Whatever the reason, how she forgot about her child at that bad moment? This is not to talk about person died. This is to talk about the boy and husband who have to live forward. Now this child is taken care by my cousins sister, mother and cousins wifes family. it is not just that, somebody will take care of the child. There is a reason behind it. There m...

I love reading and hearing the success mantra from CHAMPIONS. I love to work with any successful people, because it is worth a learning point. Recently I have watched an interview with Roger Federer and another write up from an Indian athlete on her Olympic run. The interviewer asked Roger Federer about his success mantra, How is he consistently winning? what is the difference he is doing ? He said, with his soft and polite tone, He like winning, all his approach towards match is winning the game. Other players, may have fear of failure. But his desire towards winning is much bigger than fear of failure. If we watch his game, we can understand his urge to win. He wont shake any quick Ace (Fast serve) or unplayable shot from the opponent. He wont give any room for the opponent, he is focus, just focus to win each points. Other story is about a book about Indian Olympic athlete preparations. I happened to read an Indian athlete made us proud in Olympic run. She came 4th, that to...

My girl is so lucky Because, she is everything for my wife and me Even I am lucky, For my girl, I am the world When I back from work She yelled with joy and run to me Even for my parents, I am the world, I am precise, they love my presence I know, how much the miss me When the love exist We are the world to others Others are the world to us Lets hold the love Be loved, Give love And create a whole new vibe with in self, family and society !!

I had a deep conversation with my love about money For her, money is not everything yes, We have a common understanding For me, money is very important element yes, We have almost common understanding But, I did not get a clear answer How badly she want money There was a lot of vague points about money, I am fail to understand her idea and want for money I want money badly But, I am an ethical and value driven person I only need good money, The money earn by good virtue Not comprise on that I want to do everything possible to earn the good money I want to create a desire Just like, I am in the water and needing for a breath Without a hard heartbeat, with calm and compose With a surety that, I get my money But without any procrastination without losing the focus with confidence Do each and everything needed to earn my good money