Be like a water, was my philosophy yesterday. I always wanted to be a flexible person too. I try to accept and do the way others in my life want to do. the questions is am I mentaly satisfied to be a flexible person. Yes, I am but when things are way beyond my style, I just react with words. Is it not really nice. I want to be silent and happy with my act. or I should have the ability to move things or inspire others to act the I want.
Today morning we wake up late. My wife's back was aeching. reasonable thing. in the airconditioned room, even I could not awake up. I was lizing in the bed with my wife and daughter. when clock turn 8, I woke up and immediately got ready to work. That time, my wife was in the kitcken hurrying for the breakfast and lunch preparation.
When I was a bachelor, I used to wake up late. But I used to make it office on time by skipping breakfast. Being loving wife, she did right. within the limited time, she prepared food. She asked me to grait coconut for her, I had to do that after wearing formal cloth to office. I have done with irritation. Why did I get irritation? because I was getting late to office. why didnt I get up early and prepare food for myself? or I had got up early, definitely she should followed me.
I am missing disciple and missing to be a role model. Thats the failure. I kept quiet, eat breakfast. she packed lunch for me, by then it was 1 hour late to office. I had to keep quiet and leave to office. I didnt scream, but I have said that I supposed to leave 1 hour before. yes, I have freedon at work. I dont have to be on time. but people with see my lack of discipline and I loss credibility.
Yes, I am speaking the fact. By this way, I have fail to appreaciate someone who have done the work with back pain. I could have be like a water with a sense of discipline.
Today morning we wake up late. My wife's back was aeching. reasonable thing. in the airconditioned room, even I could not awake up. I was lizing in the bed with my wife and daughter. when clock turn 8, I woke up and immediately got ready to work. That time, my wife was in the kitcken hurrying for the breakfast and lunch preparation.
When I was a bachelor, I used to wake up late. But I used to make it office on time by skipping breakfast. Being loving wife, she did right. within the limited time, she prepared food. She asked me to grait coconut for her, I had to do that after wearing formal cloth to office. I have done with irritation. Why did I get irritation? because I was getting late to office. why didnt I get up early and prepare food for myself? or I had got up early, definitely she should followed me.
I am missing disciple and missing to be a role model. Thats the failure. I kept quiet, eat breakfast. she packed lunch for me, by then it was 1 hour late to office. I had to keep quiet and leave to office. I didnt scream, but I have said that I supposed to leave 1 hour before. yes, I have freedon at work. I dont have to be on time. but people with see my lack of discipline and I loss credibility.
Yes, I am speaking the fact. By this way, I have fail to appreaciate someone who have done the work with back pain. I could have be like a water with a sense of discipline.
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